Friday, February 1, 2013

February

This is the month:

The month I lost my sweet mom.

The month I got my last advice from her.

The month I apologized to her for any stress I had caused [because we know there was a lot of that]

The month I thanked her for being the greatest mother I could have asked for.

The month I reminisced with her about when we'd go to the movies and order Mr. Pibb.

The month I put her coat on for her for the last time.

The month she walked out the door for the last time.

The month I hugged her for the last time.

The month I kissed her on the forehead for the last time.

The month I heard her say, "I love you!" for the last time.

The month I said goodbye.


This is the month:

The month I will donate my hair in honor of her.

The month I will start to write one of my books.

The month I will begin to be as strong as she was.

14 comments:

Stormy said...

Hugs to you dear!

Carolyn said...

Thinking of you my dear friend! :)

Jenn said...

Sending lots of love and comforting thoughts your way! *hugs*

julia rose. said...

Sending you so much love!! You have a lot to be proud of!

Jenna said...

Thoughts and big hugs being sent your way!

Charlene Zale said...

You are truly inspiring. You are a great person. Many people allow sorrow to turn them bitter, you just ran in the opposite direction. I know your mama is proud of you. Stay strong, girl.

XO, Charlene Zale

Holly said...

This was beautiful and choked me up. You are definitely on your way to being as strong as your mom was - if not almost all the way there!

I love you and I'm thinking of you!!

Kristin said...

ahhhhh my heart hurts. I rememeber all these too :(

Kristine said...

Beautiful post girl. Loving you :) stay strong!

Janee' said...

You take after you mama, she was a beautiful lady!!! If you write a book, I will buy it :-)

Brooke said...

Very bitter sweet. Thank you for sharing. Prayers for you and your family.

=) Brooke

tara said...

thinking of you, girl! <3

Kristen said...

wow. where did the time go? i feel like it was just yesterday. I'm so sorry for your loss love. over the years, the pain will still be there, but it will have dulled. you'll always have your memories of her and prayers to keep her close

Cortne Martin cocoinmagnolia said...

You are a precious daughter! Looks like you had a special realationship with your mother.
Cortne